Yes, I realize I haven’t posted in a while. No, I don’t particularly care that much.
A bunch has happened lately, or maybe it just seems like a bunch to me. But, it’s definitely a mixed bunch, if it’s one at all.
Firstly, a couple friends took me to a local punk show (the first I’d ever been to) and even though I started out super awkward and standing in the back; I soon got into it all and had a LOAD of fun! I had a sore Sunday the next morning, but that wasn’t so bad. Also made some plans and things that might be cool. I’ll post later about that maybe.
Secondly, my 18th birthday was last Monday, and meine Über Freunden threw me a birthday party on like, two minutes notice and turned it into literally the best birthday I have had in my entire life. I know I say this a whole lot, but it’s true: I LOVE MY FRIENDS MORE THAN ANYTHING.
Third, emotional breakdowns FTW. And by ftw, I mean ftl. Yeah, see the last sentence of the paragraph above. Today was one of those days, but when I got home I could look myself in the mirror and got back around to ooh-ing and ah-ing over my boobs and generally thinking I’m adorable again, so it’s not all bad. Again, friends are the best thing ever.
Lastly, I’m leaving for Italy very soon! I’m pretty excited about that, and I won’t stop mentioning it until I’m out of breath and my cheeks are pink from all the giggling I’m doing about it.
Anyway; There’s my longish comeback post. I’m going to have fun hiking tomorrow. I hope you have a wonderful day, and I love you!
That was a fun dance. I can’t walk, or turn my head very far. But that was indeed a splendid event. Despite all the bull shit I have to deal with in life, it’s nice to know that there are times where I can just let go and have a wonderful night with some friends.
Also, Athena and Brooke did my hair, and everyone at the dance loved it. I love it too, it’s super nice. I’ll have to post photos soonish.
Anyway, have a nice weekend.
Okay so, there’s lots I want to say, but very little words that can actually describe how happy I was both today and yesterday. So with that said, I’ll stick to brief sentences and/or words in an attempt to convey all the awesome I’ve been feeling lately.
Smiley, girly, clear-minded, hair, shoes, music, boobs, friends, fun, lovely, cozy, giggly, and generally all-round AMAZINGLY HAPPY!
And the crazy thing is, that comes nowhere close to describing how happy I am or the reasons for why I’m so happy. A lot of it is just inexplicable, untamed, wild HAPPY!
Also, all sorts of contemplations as far as my personal transition and trans-experience goes, that could totally (but not really) alter the way I look at things moving forward. Not gonna post too much about that until I’ve had a chance to bore some close friends with my thoughts though.
I love you all!